You just can’t change this...........

I know this has happened to many of us, loving someone who loves another different person. This is the most painful thing to come by and live through well aware that the reality isn’t of any good to you, to your heart. That moment that you meet, your eyes get into contact with each other sending mixed signals to both of you (that’s what your mind tells you), the instant you choose to believe that that other person loves you too- only that he/she chooses not to admit this.

The worst comes when that other person loved by the one you love is your friend, your close friend of whom  a lot in common exists between you two, have shared your childhood and youthful life with. When you recall of your growing up, of the dreams and plans in life, all you can do is shy away when you meet. This is the instant you wish you never met that lady or dude you fell in love with, unaware of the fate next-door. 

You cannot really explain this, Love is sometimes so unfair for when you love you aren’t loved back and when another loves you do not reciprocate. Sometimes the thought of changing the course of this feeling comes that you wish you would be in a position to make love a one way traffic affair- which you love even if the other doesn’t love back.

Interestingly, that whom you loved tries to console your heart thanking you for the love for him/her and that if you were meant for each other, somehow you will be………….but, how?. The love of your heart adds that he/she is very sorry for having disappointed you, and, it’s here that your wound digs  deeper  in the flesh, hurt as clear as dawn, but, all you can say is “I guess I have nothing within my reach that can be instrumental in changing what is already here. This is a new dawn for me, the dawn that I will never have your heart to love and to treasure. I wish you well in your love life”

Deep inside you know you are hurt, the onset of stress, stomach ulcers and pain. But, it’s done, he/she has a life and you have your own…………you just can’t change this……………